Letter #4

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My Father and Redeemer in Heaven,

Lord as said in your word in the 13th chapter of Ecclesiastes that man does not understand the works of the Lord, truly we don’t understand what is currently occurring right now pertaining to this global virus. I’m hearing so much different people’s point of view of it. And Lord I’m continuing to walk in your power of discernment at present, because you have warned us about great deception in these last days of earth. I don’t want to believe any and everything that those who are in the world says about this crisis. I want to continue to believe and stand on what YOUR ETERNAL WORD OF LIFE says and not man. You O Maker knows ALL things and as said in 1 Corinthians 4 that we mustn’t judge anything before it’s time. You Lord are man’s judge. Everything about this will be revealed to us accurately in your time.ย  Lord, the enemy is fighting me very hard at keeping my focus on you at this time. It’s a constant and intensifying battle for my soul that already belongs to you forever. Most days I wake up with my head feeling so heavy and my body feels drained from this war. I actually feel the good and evil tugging inside of my head. But I know you have already won this battle that is like a spec in your eyes and I WILL continue to hold on because soon I’ll be seeing you. Soon I’ll be attired in my eternal body, crowned with the crown of life and singing a new song with the elders, angels, heavenly creatures and my brothers and sisters that will make it in Jesus name in the new Zion! All glory to your name everlasting Savior and Creator of mankind! โค Amen and Amen.

 

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Tis Christmas without you…

tis christmas

 

Lost in the snow,

In the thick covered streets a lonely soul roams

Pain,

Thorn

Terribly shaken,

My heart completely broken

Lost to a woman,

Replacement receipt already token

By the new hands of her new spouse,

Moreover I see it as stolen

 

No more kisses under the mistletoe,

No more making creative snow angels

In the cold white snow,

No more hugs nor cuddles in the night

No more I love yous and goodbyes,

No more โ€œEverything is going to be alrightโ€ with those vibrant smiles

Here I walk home

All alone,

On Christmas day

I wish I could turn back around the hands of time,

 

To apologize for the times I made you cried

Didnโ€™t know you felt so lost inside,

Oh how I tried and I tried

To renew that moment when we danced down the aisle,

Rings tied

It only brings more death to both my heart and memory,

Sadly

Tragedy,

Slowly Iโ€™m dying without you

This couldnโ€™t be a better gift to be surprised with,

More snow

 

I drift and drift,

These wounds cuts my heart

Very, very swift,

The image of your green eyes

I dearly miss,

Disappeared in a thick cloud of mist

I continued to drift,

No more happiness

Itโ€™s time to dismiss,

This is too much to bear

Oh how much I wish u were here,

 

I sing to u a Merry Christmas

And cheers to me trying to make it into another year,

Without you

Forever in despair!!ย 

 

 

Written by,
Tameika George.

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