Haha! Oh my! I love laughing at myself with myself about myself. Lol that’s quite difficult to comprehend right? 😉 not so.
Goodnight family! How is everyone doing?
I know I’ve been MIA from the blog world for some some months and counting now and I’m sure/know many of you have been concerned *as seen in the comments* about this absence and I’m very blessed and thankful for you love and appreciation a lot as per usual and I’m here to briefly explain why.
God has blessed me with a new job that has come with a very large duty, that I didn’t even see myself doing.
Before obtaining this big blessing last year around mid November I was fired from a job God blessed me with after only working there for a month and a few weeks I waited 2 entire years for, for no reason. I felt so broken and was in a place of spiritual depression again.
I started questioning the Lord about it, but He revealed the answer to me not too long after. That job was used as the training grounds for what He was preparing to send me after for His will to be fulfilled. It was a setback for the comeback.
I had to grow through the refining fire before I stepped over unto the comeback line. I learnt other lessons from my short time of serving there, that were tough and pretty painful, but through it all God brought me through it all and I’m happy for His seed that was planted in the heart of men.
I was home for two months after receiving the job *I’m currently at* I had applied for last year, but wasn’t called for, that He told me to go and reapply for this year. 🙂 And I got through all thanks and praises to GOD! I bless Him also for my prayerful & supporting Mom, sister, bestie *Diana* and a few others and you guys that have kept me in your thoughts & prayers unknowingly. ❤
So far, I’m continuing to settle in and my Father has taught me how to commit everything to Him that I do and to trust Him and He will help me. *Psalm 37:5 look up* And so far He has helped me and continue to as I continue to commit everything that I do to Him prior the job. Another lesson that He is teaching me is longsuffering. How to suffer long. One of the fruits of the Holy Spirit that I knew I was not bearing.
It’s been really hard for me when I had first started out. I felt like I was drowning in the deep. Anxiety, uncertainty, doubt, fear, confusion started to grab hold of me and my thoughts on every side. I was going to give up and quit the job immediately as went straight to His feet in a sorrowful state as He comforted me by and through His Word. He also reminded me why He has sent me there and why this job was given to me.
I repented for being ungrateful and for not relying on Him to help me. I’m at a much more better place now as He continues to train my hands to war and my fingers to fight. I continue to be tried and face persecution for His name sake that causes me to rejoice cause I know it still cannot be compared to the glory of the Father that will be revealed in me. ❤
I work pretty long hours and reach home most times in the night when I choose to stay back to cover extra work, hence the reason why for my non presence here. I have not retired from this ministry yet. I have not forgotten about you all here. I just need the time to balance out the physical and spiritual work accurately.
Whenever I put in my appearance that’s when I get a little free time during the week, on a holiday where we don’t go out to work or on the weekend. I’m slowly catching up on reading blogs thus far.
But I’m alive and so is my family and I still love and live for JESUS, just in case you were concerned about that too. 😉 Continue to lift your sister in prayers as I continue to lift you all in mines. Let’s continue to lift all the nations as well in our prayers.
These are very serious and cruel times we are living in brothers and sisters, that God forewarned us about in His Word to come that is all climaxing very rapidly. Soon and very soon we ARE GOING TO SEE THE KING! ❤ Those without Him come to Him now. Those who are in Him get to know Him more, get your heart’s in order, hold on and let’s continue to take the gospel around the world! ❤
Blessings, grace, peace and strength to all in no other name but in JESUS name! Amen! Byes! ❤